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Thursday, November 16, 2006

The Memories

11TH october 2006 (wednesday)

e dae i 1st met u..

thanks for e ice-cream =)

ur 1st n last treat..

13TH october 2006 (friday)

1st time out..

to fufill e promise..

-NYDC together sumdae

18TH october 2006 (wednesday)

i told myself tt if u were to msg me

i wuld take e initiative to ask u..

n u did..

n

u rejected..

-nothing iz impossible

it sticks into my memory..

20TH october 2006 (friday)

e dae my feelins my hart for u r stamped

parents went genting..

n u don mind cumin over to my hse..

n there u r..

in my hse..

in my rm..

in my bed..

n there i m..

in my hse..

in my rm..

in my bed..

in ur arms..

hugging u..
kissing u..
being wif u..

i juz wan e nite to nvr end..

cuz..
i noe..

once its morning..

we will b like frenz..

BUT

e hope in me..

comforted me..

perhaps..
u will hold my hand ltr?
perhaps..
i will hug u ltr?
perhaps..
we r alreadi couples w/o hafin to declare?

all my perhaps..
r..
dashed..gone..lost..

21ST october 2006 (saturday)

we r supposed to watch meteor shower together..
we r supposed to.. .. ..

i juz felt..

CHEAP.. .. ..

30TH october 2006 (monday)

i was about to gif up hope..

e feelins r almost fadin clean..

BUT

u msg me..

-hey veri long nvr heard from u etc

all came back..

e veri hard to pass 1 week

e veri hard to fade feelins

i was overjoyed..

realli overjoyed..

BUT..

things seem different.. .. ..

different till.. .. .. ..

i changed..

10TH november 2006 (friday)

i was supposed to go kbox
n
haf fun wif my buddy

but

i chose to go e complicated way
told
buddy tt i m in no mood to go

AND

i went to sembawang to wait for u..
i wanted to acc u for checkup..
i don wann u to b alone..

my thoughts..
my efforts..

u told me..
no more shuttle bus..
u gonna take cab dwn straight from camp to hos..

speechless..
it felt like..
a slap..
like a stab..

went back..
feelin dwn..
feelin stupid..

wad can i sae nw..
wad can i do nw..
wad shld i sae nw..
wad shld i do nw..

e tears.. .. .. ..

u msg me..
i lied..
i called u..
n e smile..
e happiness..

-if i noe u still at sembawang waiting,i wuld haf ask e taxi uncle to turn there to pick u up 1st-

does it show tt u care?

drank tt nite..
wif.. .. .. .. ..
i ask u..
4.8% alcohol aint mani rite?
n u asked hu i m drinkin wif..

does tt oso show tt u care?

u even msg me e next dae..
to ask did anythin happen..

does tt show tt u care?

frenz?

more den frenz?

14TH november 2006

finally went out
finally meet up

AFTER many many times of 'putting aeroplane' cases..

there u r..
infront of me..

tt moment..
e feelins..
nvr forget..

BUT

why..
why at times..
it feels so rite..
why at times..
it feels so wrong..

at kbox..
i will nvr forget..

my 1st time..
bein so mad infront of sum1 esp a guy esp a guy tt i confess my hart to..

my 1st time..
drinkin e ting i hate most-alcholic-vodka..

my 1st time..
doin those tings at kbox..

hz can u walk off urself all e way from cini to mrt station?

hz can u..
hz can u..

treat it like nth happen..

hz can u..
hz can u..

play wif a gal hu haf confess her hart out to u..

hz

can

u

..

16TH november 2006 (thursday)

i m feelin.. .. ..

horrible..

lookin at my fone..CONSTANTLY..

haf bcum a habit..

e disappointment n e loss n e despair..

haf bcum a habit..

but..

if it realli iz a habit..

y did my tears fall ytd..

y did it felt so pain..

wen i tink of u..

wen e tears fall..

i m still waiting..

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