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Friday, December 01, 2006
thoughts
life can be realli simple..but..most of e times..it iz e mind tt choose to make it complicated..after chatting wif matthew..it suddenly dawned on me tt..i m e one makin my own life miserable..i m e one tt made myself tink tt i like him..which i realised i dont like him..i onli realli juz purely admire him..i dreamt of him though..bt..nth..no special feelins..n for aaron foo..i guess its more on a lust..n e thought of wanting kaixin back..iz bcuz he made me happy..safe..a feelin i haf nvr experienced b4..cuz of e age i guess..there..all e answers solved..=)tink im feelin happy now?no i m not..i cant help disliking myself..bcuz of all my flaws..from head to toe..i haf all e disgusting flaws..=(confidence..such a easy to rmb,understand,spell word..yet at e same time..a veri hard to achieve word..matthew corrected me..he said nt to wait..don even tink of waiting..cuz if i wait..i will haf hopes..n will tend to tink alot..so i shld juz go wif e flow..don expect anything to happen..cuz things always happen wen u least expected it..=)thanks matthew..thanks..the miss jaslyn tan chew ling nw..all she haf to do..iz find herself..be more confident..n surpress e depressed gal in her..once again..
JIAYOU TO EVERYBODY!!! =)
TearyDropz posted at 10:16 PM
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